Your energy fields hold vast amounts of information, e.g. on who you are, on what your soul purpose is, and a million other details about you.
And the confusion that you are currently experiencing hasn’t got anything to do with who you are at soul level.
The misuse of masculine power in our world – that’s not who you are. Chronic illness – that’s not who you are. A relationship that feels off – that’s not who you are.
At the very core of your being you are healthy, sane and pure unconditional love.
So why is your life reflecting back to you all these imbalances? That’s because the Feminine has been suppressed over the past millennia. And so the energetic source behind your imbalances is – in most cases – related to this collective trauma.
There might be aspects of that suppressive energy in your personal history (e.g. childhood trauma), in your soul’s history (e.g. past life related trauma) or in your ancestor’s history (ancestral trauma).
I think I can safely say that from my experience, most of the issues that you are dealing with and which cause you pain are actually not yours (actually 70-80% of your issues).
And so the way out is to heal your trauma. That’s when what used to be painful can turn into a strength.